queenvictoriaIV

I feel as if the life has been sucked out of me. I laugh, but feel no joy. I go home and all I wish to do is lay down and sleep. You could give me a kiss to make it all better except that I would feel guilty for not wanting that kiss. You could smile at my with your boyish face and I could see the earnestness in your eyes but yet I would not want your smile. I would rather you be stoic, and when the time is right kiss me passionately and without words in between. Kiss me because you want to love me not to prove that you love me. I wish you would understand those delicate moments when no words are needed in between my statements. Sometimes you

Well. The year is winding down...seniors are heading off to college; leaving us all behind as nothing but a memory. It's hard to accept that for most, it's the last time you will ever see them, for the rest of your life. It's a strange thing really. One would think that in a world so connected by social networking and such, it would be easy to reconnect with someone who's moved on. But I guess that I too will come to accept them as just a memory, someone whom I remember warmly but will never really get around to contacting again the future. And while it's hard to think about now, I suppose after all the tears have passed and the goodbyes have

Tomorrow is my Birthday!! Have had a great weekend with friends and family and I hope that tomorrow is the icing on the cake ;) 17 will be lovely. :)